Hi, I'm Emerald, and I'm proud to offer some of the most powerful subconscious repatterning techniques available to help you make meaningful, lasting changes in your life and relationships. 

So often, painful patterns, unconscious blocks, beliefs, traumas and conditioning hold us back from living and loving as our authentic selves and truly enjoying our lives. 

Talk therapy can be immensely useful and illuminating, but even if we logically understand the origins of our patterns, our nervous systems often need a deeper level of knowing to let go. 

Unfortunately, you cannot simply logic your way from a panic or pain response to safety, security and trust.

As someone who struggled with social anxiety, people pleasing, disorganized (fearful avoidant) attachment, perfectionism, chronic pain and mystery illnesses, bulimia, anxiety and depression, I know how painful these deep patterns can make our lives if not addressed. 

I love empowering so many other wonderful, weird, creative, and neurospicy people to alchemize their painful patterns into power, peace and authentic joyful expression. And through this I've grown to believe we're here to spread authenticity and love through our whole society by doing this work, together. 

Which is why, as a Certified Hypnotist, RTT® and MAP Method® practitioner, I'd love to help you remove what's subconsciously blocking you from reclaiming the solid self-worth and self-assurance you were born with and cultivate a deep love...with yourself.

Because as you begin to feel safe, secure, supportive, compassionate love for all aspects of yourself, you both radiate and magnetize the same to you.

Sadly, loving ourselves and living from a place of deep self-worth, self-trust, self-assurance and self-celebration is a revolutionary act right now. So the love revolution is my mission.

Are you in? Because it starts within.

As within, so without. As above, so below.

💗 Sleeping soundly instead of riding high on limerence or spiraling in fear and despair at 3am.
💗 Confidently speaking your mind with kindness.
💗 Navigating boundaries and needs with compassion, courage and confidence rather than anxiety, judgement or guilt.
💗 Naturally unmasking your authentic self immediately and releasing anyone who doesn't genuinely vibe with you because you don't need them, and don't want them if they don't want the real you. 
💗 Feeling peaceful, powerful, safe and sovereign during conflict and focused on the outcome, rather than reactively protecting your ego or theirs.
💗 Feeling a deep sense of self-trust that you can handle anything that comes your way.

Together, we transform fears, triggers, rejection sensitive dysphoria and insecure attachment at the root with powerful subconscious and nervous system rewiring techniques.

So you build the kind of unshakable inner security, self-worth and trust that makes calmly, casually navigating boundaries feel loving, rather than terrifying or guilt-ridden.

We could work 1:1, you could join a group cohort, or download hypno-audios, exercises and journal prompts for a private experience.  

As a Certified Hypnotist, RTT® and MAP Method® practitioner, coach, and attachment theory nerd, I combine these with shadow work, lots of gardening and programing metaphors... and silly and soulful dancing whenever I can.

I can meet you where you are, becuase I've been there.
 
Now, I enjoy the peace and power of building a life and relationships that authentically align with me. 

(Also, the peace of sometimes forgetting to even check if they texted back).

But as someone who had crippling social anxiety and a disorganized attachment style, I know how painful the cycle of yearning or fearing, chasing or withdrawal, denial, self-criticism, limerence, disconnection, and grief can really be.

I've both caused and sustained the damage painful patterns of conflict, avoidance, and panic can do to our lives, bodies, hearts and souls.

And my healing journey has taken me through monogamous, polyamorous, and a few relationship styles in between.
Each simply highlighting different wounds and insecurities for healing.

🔸 Flying into rage or panic when I felt unwanted, judged, or gaslit? Check.
🔸 Obsessing over a crush's glance or unreturned texts instead of sleeping? Check.
🔸 Avoiding dating for 3 years after a breakup? Check.
🔸 Monogamy & polyamory just stoked the same insecurity in different ways? Check.
🔸 Chronic pain, people pleasing, perfectionism, body image & eating issues...
Checkity check check check.

Of course, it turns out, all these problems were related - which was actually great news.
Becuase they all unravelled together once I did the deep work I offer clients today.

I'm immensely grateful for the knowledgeable, talented, and attuned mentors who helped me heal, awaken and thrive—then taught me to do this for others.

Because now, as a hypnotist, RTT® and MAP Method® practitioner, coach, and attachment theory nerd with "earned security," I also know
95% of our thoughts, feelings, and behaviors are driven by what's in our unconscious, or our "shadow."

And as with gardening (my other favorite past time) if you deal with weeds' hidden roots before you plant & nurture new seeds, you can turn a briar patch into luscious blooms or a fantastic food forest.

The best part is, I love hearing how my clients' relationships with themselves, their bodies, partners, family, friends, community, planet, and spirit have blossomed in a way they barely imagined possible.

I want the same for you!

I commit to metaphorically dancing every step with devotion alongside my clients, stoking my own light, and holding a safe and sacred space for you to dip into your shadow and turn it into gold - or brilliant rainbow sparkles if you choose.

And, if you also want to build a radically regenerative society based on matriarchal values like love, where every being is treated as sovereign and all life revered...I'm here for it! Let the Love Revolution begin within you.